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Previously on Doc. I wasn't sure if you
were the same doctor you used to be. Now

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you know I'm as good as I was.

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We had, um, dalliance. It petered out.
No hard feelings.

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I want to have a child.

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We've wasted so much time. I know.

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I'm sorry.

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Which cologne are you wearing? What are
you, pregnant?

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Ruth, cross-collar coming.

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That's the supply cart.

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I don't feel like a doctor. Where is the
chief, Dr. Larson? She has early onset

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Alzheimer's. You see? It was your heart
all along. You're going to get your life

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back.

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It was beyond frightening.

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I actually thought I had Alzheimer's for
almost a year.

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But then my amazing doctor at Westside
figured out it was an issue with my

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heart. I wish you'd told me.

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You thought you were so sick. What was I
going to say?

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I'm losing my mind? Come quick, let me
apologize for all those things I screwed

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up in our marriage?

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Wouldn't have minded that.

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Wouldn't mind it now either.

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Since who knows how long I have.

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Don't talk like that.

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I have an inoperable tumor, Cece. What
do you want me to say? That you're going

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to fight. I am.

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I have been. I know. But now that my own
medical ordeal has been resolved, I want

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to be there for whatever you need.

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Dear Bonnie.

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Bonnie.

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Please talk to me.

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I can't feel my arm.

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I'm calling an ambulance.

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Hey, got your text.

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What are you doing here?

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I'm having kind of a crisis.

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I got that from the way you ran out last
night. I've been worried.

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I know. I'm sorry I didn't respond till
now.

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Okay, what's going on?

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Nothing.

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My OB couldn't get me in till next week.

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And I didn't want to go downstairs, so I
need an ultrasound.

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I know this is weird and we're not
friends, but I also know that I can

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trust you.

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Yes, you can.

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There it is.

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CRL suggests seven weeks.

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Oh.

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So we can hear the heartbeat.

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Are you sure?

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Yeah. I've been up all night, and I'm
sure there are a million reasons why I

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should just keep going with my life as
it is. And thank God I have the right to

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choose, but...

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We see so much death here every day, and
this just feels like I can do this. And

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why not see this as a blessing?

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I mean, I can do this, right? I have a
great job and financial security and a

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community. And TJ?

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Yeah, yes, of course.

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TJ.

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You haven't told him yet.

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We're having dinner tonight.

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I just need the day, I think.

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Then maybe you wait on the heartbeat.

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So you can hear it together when it's
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Yeah.

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Dr. Shaw is running behind. We haven't
even gone in yet.

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Okay, we'll just take it one step at a
time. Give my love to Wendy.

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I'm the one who's going to need the love
if this doesn't go how we hope.

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Can you at least try to let yourself be
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This is incredible.

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Some fine line between excitement and
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I'll check in later.

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Okay, bye.

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So I'm sure Dr. Major told you.

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She thinks I have a problem with
compartmentalization.

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Look, we all have our stuff.

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We just have to be aware of our blind
spots and triggers and try to stay ahead

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of them so they don't affect our work.

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Well, I just want you to know that
I've... been working on it and i feel

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really confident that i'll be able to
deal with whatever is thrown my way ruth

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i'm glad that you're acknowledging this
but i think you need to slow down and

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hear me you are not going to solve this
in one day i know you have a

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relationship with dr larson but there
are other internists i can bring in if

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she's unavailable absolutely not she's
the best and we will wait hi i'm

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dr larson this is dr chan and we're cc
Hi, finally.

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Dr. Grant here was trying to pawn me off
on one of your underlings.

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Dr. Larson, meet Bonnie Carroll, tenured
professor of archaeology at the U of M.

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She was also once married to yours
truly, but that's the least of her

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accomplishments. Bonnie, this is Chief
Larson, the brassy broad who saved my

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life at least twice.

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Chief Larson?

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It is so good to see you, Cece, but I
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no longer chief.

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They demoted you? No, not exactly. I had
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neurologically. So the last time I saw
you, I was actually working as an

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intern. You told me you were chief.

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You were pretty unstable and insistent
that you saw the doctor that you

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remembered. Sounds like you, Cece.

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So you lied.

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I did.

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To help you.

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I've been promoted to chief resident.

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But if you prefer, we can ask the new
chief of medicine to come and see you.

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Will you enlighten her, Dr. Grant?

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Yes.

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Miss Carol comes to us from Eastside,
where she's being treated for an

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unresectable pancoast tumor.

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Biopsy confirmed, lung adenocarcinoma in
the right upper lobe. She has weakness

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in the right arm with near-complete
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In grip for 24 hours.

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So the tumor has infiltrated the lower
brachial plexus. Those insipid doctors

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were trying to shrink it with chemo and
radiation, and now they're saying that's

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failed. They believe the tumor is
inoperable given the invasion of the

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subclavian artery.

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They're recommending palliative care.
And we refuse to accept it.

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Present us with another option.

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Dr. Chen, get full admissions labs and
update the staging scans.

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If there is another way, we will find
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Morning. Morning. Heard you talking to
Dr. Douglas here today, saying you want

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a vanilla cake.

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Ah, I am.

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Thank you.

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You're on clinic duty today.

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Clinic duty.

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That a problem?

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Not at all.

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Paige, Dr. Heller's yours today.

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Full house down there. Get ready to move
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Hey, listen, Doc, I am due back at work
in an hour, so I would appreciate if we

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kept this, you know, efficient.

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Yes, sir, I'm going to try my best,
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I guess I'm catching up to do. It looks
like you missed all of your appointments

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after your aortic valve replacement last
year. Yeah, I am sorry about that.

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Recovery took a lot of months, and I'm
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miss work.

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Also, Dr. Swanson said that the surgery
went well, so...

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Have you been feeling sick lately?

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Fatigued? I mean, yeah, but I've been
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Okay, well, I need to run a few more
tests, but it's all routine. I'll get

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the procedure set up as soon as I can.

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Are you serious? I know you're in a
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Okay? Just sit tight.

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I'm sorry.

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I didn't know what you were stepping
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I hope not.

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Because I kind of caught you enjoying it
a bit too much.

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I was just trying to figure out how you
pulled it off with Cece. What do you

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mean? What people tell me is that this
version of you is pretty different than

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the one back then.

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Dr. Coleman, just in time.

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Whoa, that tumor's a beast.

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Yeah, it's infiltrating the subclavian
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even growing around the vertebrae. I
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into it. Plus, her uncontrolled
hypertension from the chemo puts her in

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danger of having a stroke mid-operation.

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They were right.

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You can't get it.

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They can't get it. I can.

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How's that?

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Most surgeons don't have the stomach or
the stamina to resect it. You just have

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to go at it with three different
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We'll need to lower her BP before even
considering this. Not at all. We can

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handle ourselves in the OR.

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A lot better if I find a medical
solution first.

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Now, we have been down this road before.

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That man had antlers in his chest. Plus,
we don't have to scramble with this

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patient. It'll be risky no matter when
we attempt it. You try to manage her

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risk away and she'll die waiting.

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Where are you going? I'm taking my
solution to them. Now, if you have a

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better idea, be my guest.

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Pitch it.

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I need some time.

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Don't let him start cutting.

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You sure you have to go?

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My panel starts in an hour, and then
it's straight to the airport.

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I'm just saying we have the room till
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on time.

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Or maybe we pick this up in Austin next
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Assuming you're going to the Austin Med
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Round three.

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Only thing is, my divorce is getting
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this on the down low.

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Yeah, how about if we're in the same
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If it makes sense.

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There's no need to make it into
something it's not.

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Yeah, and let's say no texting.

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To be safe, just calls.

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Yeah.

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So you've done this before?

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Well, not this approach exactly, but
I've dealt with a lot of complex

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invasive tumors, and this will take more
time. It's not impossible.

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Still, you have not done this.

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I'm not sure I love the sound of that.
What choice do we have?

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Palliative care? This is amazing news,
Cece.

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Sorry I'm late. I was doing my own
assessment of Bonnie's condition.

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Good, because he's selling us on a
surgery he's never performed before.

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The surgery's a legitimate solution, but
Bonnie's blood pressure needs to be

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stabilized first, and I have found a way
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risks. He said he could manage the blood
pressure, and he's the chief of surgery.

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Everyone told me I had Alzheimer's, and
look at me now.

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What's your plan, Dr. Larson?

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It's called carotid baroreflex
stimulation.

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I've done it before.

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When?

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Exactly. Three times last year.

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I see, Dr. Larson.

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A word?

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I'll be right back.

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When I said come up with something, I
was hoping it would be a procedure you

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remember, not one you had to find in
your old notes.

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My notes are thorough, and at least I've
done the procedure.

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Are you going to tell Bonnie and Cece
that you never actually recovered

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neurologically? My memory loss isn't an
issue here.

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Bonnie could die on the table if we do
it your way. What I'm presenting is

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lower risk, and if you actually read my
notes, you will see that all three

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patients were in much worse condition
than Bonnie. Right now, her BP's high,

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but it's predictable. If you destabilize
it, then surgery is off the table, and

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we're out of options.

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Thank you for taking time today to come
see what I've been doing.

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Did you think I was a good doctor when
you knew me before?

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You're brilliant.

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That hasn't changed.

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So how about you trust me this time?

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Okay.

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I will.

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Before I give you numbers, I want you to
remember that you're an individual, not

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a statistic.

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We've done all the research and we know
the odds. We're here because we know we

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need your help. So you know that it
could be very difficult. The important

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thing is you came here today because at
this point... Every day matters.

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I've been taking really good care of
myself.

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And we have faith.

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Well, I was honestly assuming we would
test both of you.

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Both of us?

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Why not?

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Um, I'm 48.

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And I've had patients give birth to
beautiful, healthy children as old as

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51. You're here.

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Might as well see what we're working
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More doctors? I know you're anxious to
get out of here, but unfortunately your

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stress test results indicate you might
need to be admitted to internal

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medicine. Oh my God, I'm so sorry. It's
my husband.

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Hello?

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What is this, a circus?

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I'm sure that was important.

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He's 13 months post-surgical aortic
valve replacement of a congenital

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bicuspid valve. Heard a new murmur on
exam and he reports worsening fatigue

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upon exertion. That's also because I'm
on construction site 12 hours a day.

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What's going on?

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I'm afraid you're in heart failure
again.

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What? Dr. Swanson said this would be
over after surgery. Now I need another

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one?

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I can't afford to miss two more months
of work.

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Let's just take this one step at a time.

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We need to figure out how long his
heart's been in failure.

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That's the problem.

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He missed all his follow-ups with
Swanson, so there won't be any echoes.

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So, what are you thinking?

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We need valve gradients, leaflet motion,
ventricular function, so let's start

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with TE, then get CBC, CRP. Blood
culture is to rule out endocarditis.

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Be nice if your intern was available to
manage that.

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It's fine.

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I'll order them myself.

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Pete Grady and Sadie and the leaflets
are barely moving.

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Well, that valve's critically
obstructed. No wonder he's back in heart

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failure. I'll call surgery.

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Thanks, Mike. We can take it from here.

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Swanson didn't implant the valve
correctly.

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Well, a post-op echo would have showed
that. He should never have been

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discharged. It's not here.

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He never ordered it? I don't know, but
it's not here, and I need to find out

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why.

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So what we're doing here is using
electrical pulses to trick your brain

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into lowering your blood pressure. How
are her vitals?

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BP is 195 over 100, heart rate 85.

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Hi, I'm Dr. Hamda, Chief of Internal
Medicine.

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Cece suggested I might pay a little
visit.

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She does love authority figures.

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So, carotid baroreflex stimulation.

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Did you want to supervise? I'll observe
and assist if needed.

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Great.

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Are you ready? I trust Cece, and she
trusts you.

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You tell us if it gets too much for you,
okay?

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Increasing frequency to 80 hertz.

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Systolic's down to 150.

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So far, so good, Bonnie.

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You doing okay?

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Feels weird, but I'm fine.

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120 is now almost there

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systolic 190

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and climbing it's all good increasing
stimulation settings to compensate

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I'm

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feeling a bit

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She's hypotensive with a weak post.
She's losing consciousness.

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Crash cart, now!

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Bonnie?

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Bonnie, can you hear me? Bonnie?

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I'm on my own for my birthday this
go-around. Actually, first time in three

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decades. Yeah? How are you going to
celebrate?

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With this mess of a year, drinking
whiskey and watching the Knicks.

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That sounds heavenly.

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Right? Ben!

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Thought you were heading back last
night.

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Hey! Um, well, Dr. Larson...

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Cornered me after my VATS talk and
offered to lecture me on post-op pleural

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effusion management over lukewarm
omelets.

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An offer he couldn't refuse.

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Understandable. Your reputation precedes
you. Elliot Norman.

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A pleasure. Yeah, I feel like I know you
from all of your acknowledgements in

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JAMA. Angling for another one soon if
Ben gets his way. Elliot is the chief

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research officer overseeing my bridge
heart trial at St. Mark's. I'd love to

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get your read on it if you're going to
be in New York anytime soon.

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I'm not a cardiologist.

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No, but there are a dozen medical
comorbid factors that can complicate the

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trial. Got to make sure he's not getting
a home court advantage from our

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internists. More than fine by me.

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I'm actually passing through New York in
a couple weeks.

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I'd love to stop by.

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Splendid. Ben can give you the details
from my office.

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I'll make sure your hotel and flights
are covered.

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Good to see you.

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Couple of weeks?

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Well, it seems like he really wants me
there.

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So, she is in a medically induced coma
for hypertensive crisis.

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The increase in stimulation was minimal.
There's no way I could have bottomed out

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her BP like this. What's the MRI show?

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There's no anoxic brain damage.

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I'm loading her on phenytoin. And an
EEG.

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I don't need her seizing on my table if
you ever manage to get her there.

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I'm sensing you had a stark difference
of opinion about the correct course of

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action. We did, yes.

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Well, that should have been brought to
me. I'm assuming if that were the

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protocol, Dr. Larson would have done so.
We sorted it out ourselves, and Dr.

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Grant agreed that my idea was lower
risk.

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Obviously, I was wrong.

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I just got off the phone with Eastside.
I want her transferred there now. That's

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not possible, Ms. Reinhold. She's in no
condition to be moved.

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There is a variable that we all missed,
but as soon as I find it, we will

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address it before there are any more
complications. You need to trust me. I

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already made that mistake.

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Labs just came back.

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BUN and creatinine are elevated, but TSH
is normal. Okay, thank you, Ruth.

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If Bonnie's going to stay here, I want
you, the head of the department, taking

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charge. And maybe you can figure out
what Dr. Larson and this little intern

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did that has backfired so disastrously.

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Now, outcomes can't always be predicted,
and Bonnie was in terrible shape when

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she walked in our door.

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But we hear you, and I'll be running
point on this from here on out.

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If you'll excuse me, I'll have to
explain to her family why they may never

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get to say goodbye to her.

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I'll be standing by if you can ever find
your way back from this.

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Dr. Chen.

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Tren, B-U-N, creatinine, and urine
output.

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And try to let that slide off of you.

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Yeah, appreciate that.

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I'm fine. I'm going to insert a central
line so we can monitor her CVPs and

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fluid status.

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And get me your notes on those old
cases.

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Michael, I don't know yet what went
wrong, but it was the right call.

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So Dr.

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Swanson's not here?

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He is tied up in another surgery at the
moment. But listen, Dr. Humphrey is

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excellent. Okay, we're lucky that he was
on call.

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He reviewed your TEE, came up with an
airtight game plan. I don't understand

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what went wrong in the first place.

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We're still trying to get to the bottom
of that.

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Okay, but listen, right now the
important thing is that we solve this

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problem once and for all, okay?

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Thanks, Doc.

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I do appreciate it.

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See you in post-op.

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Hey, Roger, you got a sec?

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I got 60.

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Listen, I wanted to give you a heads up
that one of your patients was readmitted

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with an improperly seated aortic valve.

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Who was it?

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Johnny Parsons.

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Aortic valve stenosis, 33, worst
obstruction, needed a SAVR.

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I can't say I remember him, but I'm
happy to get back in there and patch him

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up after this.

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Yeah, he's already in surgery. Humphrey
was on call.

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And I'm just hearing about it now?

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I would have had a duty to disclose your
potential negligence before allowing you

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to operate on him again, so this just
felt more expedient.

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Negligence? I'm not talking about the
valve. That could have happened to

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anybody. I'm referring to the post-op
echo that I can't seem to find.

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That would have shown a gradient.

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You never would have discharged him. Oh,
so you're a detective now, or is it an

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internal affairs?

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Okay, well, I'm headed to radiologists.
You're hoping they can find it.

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Dr. Heller, the proper protocol.

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Would have been to go to the head of the
department.

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Does Dr. Matos know you're running
around like this?

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First year fellow and a second week on
the job.

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You know, I was giving you the benefit
of the doubt. Now I'm not so sure it was

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her.

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Dr. Swanson, we're ready for you.

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So, none of your other patients had a BP
spike like Bonnie's, even though they

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were in the same hypertensive range?

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No.

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Which makes her reaction all the more
puzzling.

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I'm not sure how you could have ever
liked her.

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She uses anger to cover her grief, and I
know a bit about that.

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00:22:23,060 --> 00:22:24,060
I'm sure you've heard.

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00:22:25,220 --> 00:22:28,980
Bonnie's EEG tracing continues to be
within normal limits, but now her

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temperature's all over the place, too.
She's been as high as 102.

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Do the fluctuations track with her blood
pressure spikes?

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Almost to the second.

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We've been treating the tumor like an
adenocarcinoma, but what if there's more

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going on?

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Divergent differentiation.

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So the tumor consists of two different
cell types, not just the one. Exactly.

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So what kind of tumor cell could explain
simultaneous spikes in both blood

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pressure and body temperature, Dr. Chen?

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One's recruiting calicholamines. Yeah.
Go get plasma metanephrines. Yeah.

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If you're right, delaying surgery saved
her life.

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00:23:13,220 --> 00:23:16,460
Pharmacadia's device only lasts two
years and a quarter of the patients die

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waiting for transplants. This is going
to blow them out of the water.

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In terms of long-term durability?

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Not just durability. This could be a
permanent solution.

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Oh, you're getting a little bit ahead of
yourself.

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Well, a man can dream.

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So this is what the book's going to be
about? No, no, no. I'm not publishing on

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this yet.

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The book is about my father and
grandfather, both surgeons.

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It's quite the legacy.

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Both giants.

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00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:47,080
Dad still is.

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00:23:48,440 --> 00:23:50,520
Well, I'm sure this will make him very
proud.

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Well, he's a tough one. We'll see.

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00:23:55,440 --> 00:23:58,160
So what is it that Elliot wants me to
look at?

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A catecholamine-secreting tumor.

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00:24:02,190 --> 00:24:05,770
And Eastside had no reason to look for
it after the initial biopsy. But

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00:24:05,770 --> 00:24:09,050
clearly, the chemo is not what was
causing her BP spikes.

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And if I'd resected her tumor the way I
planned, the hormone secretion into her

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bloodstream would have killed her. In
all likelihood, yes.

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00:24:16,710 --> 00:24:20,090
In all certainty, but I appreciate you
not rubbing it in my face.

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00:24:20,470 --> 00:24:21,470
Not really my style.

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00:24:22,070 --> 00:24:23,650
At least, not anymore.

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00:24:27,820 --> 00:24:31,900
I gave Cece the update and told her
we're deciding best course of action.

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Can you still operate?

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00:24:33,640 --> 00:24:37,020
Well, I was hoping to do a three-stage
approach, but now I can't. I mean, I

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would need to remove the
hormone-secreting tumor first, which is

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a whole different scale.

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00:24:41,600 --> 00:24:43,960
Did you do a paraganglioma resection
last year?

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00:24:44,800 --> 00:24:45,800
You read that?

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20 minutes ago.

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I can do an in-block removal in my
sleep, but her tumor's like an octopus

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00:24:50,170 --> 00:24:53,450
now. And it's in her lung, not her
bladder, like in that surgery.

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Plus the catecholamine release.

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The second you touch it, she could
stroke out. And we're talking six, maybe

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eight hours poking around in there.

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Phentolamine for any hypertensive
surges, metirozine to suppress the

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hormone production, and titrate minute
to minute.

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It would be on me.

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00:25:10,650 --> 00:25:11,790
I'm game if you are.

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It's up to him.

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00:25:17,580 --> 00:25:21,140
Once Johnny's out of surgery, do a
post-op exam and present your findings

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to me. Till then, it's admissions HandPs
in 6-17, 6-21.

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00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:30,340
Your husband? I am so, so sorry. It's a
sitter.

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00:25:30,780 --> 00:25:33,100
My husband's out of town and our little
guy isn't feeling well.

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00:25:33,740 --> 00:25:35,060
Oh, um, it's okay.

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00:25:35,700 --> 00:25:36,700
Take it.

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00:25:37,580 --> 00:25:38,780
Hey, how's he doing?

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00:25:39,420 --> 00:25:41,580
So, radiology doesn't have the post-op
echo.

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00:25:41,940 --> 00:25:42,940
Swanson never ordered one.

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00:25:43,400 --> 00:25:47,780
Unbelievable. That patient of yours a
while back, I think he was a delivery

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00:25:47,780 --> 00:25:49,980
driver, was his name Abe? Yeah, what
about him?

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00:25:50,800 --> 00:25:54,800
Didn't you tell me that Joan had to step
in because Swanson closed up mid-surgery

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00:25:54,800 --> 00:25:55,800
or something to go on vacation?

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00:25:56,040 --> 00:25:58,220
Well, it wasn't quite that simple, but
yeah.

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00:25:58,780 --> 00:26:00,100
What are you, building a case?

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00:26:00,400 --> 00:26:03,780
Well, I checked into the timing of
Johnny's surgery last year. It was

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Friday night at 7.

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So you and I both know the Echo team
would have been gone by then. So Swanson

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would have had to call someone in, wait
around for hours.

476
00:26:11,100 --> 00:26:13,620
So you think he never ordered an Echo
because it was inconvenient?

477
00:26:14,270 --> 00:26:15,270
I don't know. Could be.

478
00:26:15,530 --> 00:26:17,110
But can you give me the records on that
case?

479
00:26:17,410 --> 00:26:18,089
I can.

480
00:26:18,090 --> 00:26:19,990
Okay. But you should tread lightly.

481
00:26:20,330 --> 00:26:22,270
You're already on probation with Matos.

482
00:26:22,830 --> 00:26:23,830
Email it to me, okay?

483
00:26:23,970 --> 00:26:24,970
Okay.

484
00:26:27,510 --> 00:26:28,610
Sorry to keep you waiting.

485
00:26:30,970 --> 00:26:35,150
The results are showing a more
complicated picture than we had hoped,

486
00:26:35,270 --> 00:26:37,350
but ultimately there's a path forward
here.

487
00:26:38,130 --> 00:26:39,130
Okay.

488
00:26:40,110 --> 00:26:43,810
So, Wendy, I know this will be
disappointing, but your ovarian reserve

489
00:26:43,810 --> 00:26:44,810
has become very low.

490
00:26:46,450 --> 00:26:48,650
With Gina, however, there's good news.

491
00:26:49,870 --> 00:26:51,650
Your eggs appear to still be viable.

492
00:26:53,330 --> 00:26:56,730
Really? Well, as I said, you're an
individual, not a statistic.

493
00:26:57,290 --> 00:27:01,150
And we can get started with treatments
as soon as tomorrow, which I would

494
00:27:01,150 --> 00:27:02,150
recommend.

495
00:27:05,670 --> 00:27:06,850
You made me wait.

496
00:27:10,929 --> 00:27:14,530
Wendy. You made me wait and now you get
to have everything that I wanted.

497
00:27:16,370 --> 00:27:18,230
This is something we're going to do
together.

498
00:27:21,890 --> 00:27:23,450
Sorry, I just need a minute.

499
00:27:31,550 --> 00:27:35,150
Check his electrolytes every 12 hours
and keep an eye on his stats.

500
00:27:35,430 --> 00:27:36,429
On it.

501
00:27:36,430 --> 00:27:39,740
Hey. Thanks for being so understanding
today, Dr. Mitra.

502
00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:43,180
I know I need to leave my personal life
at home. But you have a kid.

503
00:27:43,460 --> 00:27:44,580
Some things can't wait.

504
00:27:45,100 --> 00:27:47,460
No, I don't have a kid. That was about
my dog.

505
00:27:47,820 --> 00:27:51,260
I mean, he's a puppy and we're training,
so it's a lot right now.

506
00:27:51,760 --> 00:27:52,760
Excuse me?

507
00:27:53,060 --> 00:27:54,140
He's my Wheaton Terrier.

508
00:27:54,740 --> 00:27:56,800
Oh, God, a kid? Could you imagine?

509
00:27:57,460 --> 00:27:58,940
Lots of doctors have kids.

510
00:27:59,160 --> 00:27:59,979
Well, I would never.

511
00:27:59,980 --> 00:28:01,160
I mean, climate change alone.

512
00:28:01,400 --> 00:28:04,740
Okay, that is the most cynical thing
I've ever heard. You just want to give

513
00:28:04,740 --> 00:28:05,740
up on humanity?

514
00:28:06,060 --> 00:28:07,080
It's just an opinion.

515
00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:11,000
Kind of thought we were all entitled to
one. Just get back to work, Claire, and

516
00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:12,000
no more calls.

517
00:28:22,120 --> 00:28:26,440
Oh, um, the nurses said you might have a
second to talk, but it's a little

518
00:28:26,440 --> 00:28:28,740
delicate, so I'll come back later. No,
no, no. You're looking at the closest

519
00:28:28,740 --> 00:28:30,940
thing I have to free time today, so
shoot.

520
00:28:32,580 --> 00:28:33,800
We need to talk about Swanson.

521
00:28:37,800 --> 00:28:38,800
Tell me about your book.

522
00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:41,000
Well,

523
00:28:41,240 --> 00:28:46,260
my grandfather studied at Howard under
the great Daniel Hale Williams.

524
00:28:46,700 --> 00:28:51,520
No. Yeah, and by the time my father came
around, living under the shadow of a man

525
00:28:51,520 --> 00:28:55,920
who studied with the pioneer of
open-heart surgery, he really had no

526
00:28:55,920 --> 00:28:57,000
choice of what he was going to do.

527
00:28:57,280 --> 00:29:01,680
And then the third generation just had
to follow in their footsteps.

528
00:29:01,880 --> 00:29:03,800
Well, if they had been cobblers, would I
be mending souls?

529
00:29:04,520 --> 00:29:05,520
Probably not.

530
00:29:06,070 --> 00:29:07,530
No, what they did was inspiring.

531
00:29:08,270 --> 00:29:13,370
I'm the first generation in my family to
even go to college, so it's all upside

532
00:29:13,370 --> 00:29:14,370
for me.

533
00:29:14,830 --> 00:29:18,610
Thank you for taking time today to come
see what I've been doing.

534
00:29:21,850 --> 00:29:22,910
Heart rate's spiking.

535
00:29:24,090 --> 00:29:25,090
Pushing esmolol.

536
00:29:30,540 --> 00:29:33,160
You see that translucent area under my
probe, Dr. Coleman?

537
00:29:33,460 --> 00:29:34,980
Looks more like a cyst than a tumor.

538
00:29:35,180 --> 00:29:36,180
That's a bag of adrenaline.

539
00:29:36,260 --> 00:29:39,720
If we squeeze it or if we rupture it...
Makes it very interesting for me.

540
00:29:40,060 --> 00:29:41,060
Her BP's stable.

541
00:29:41,280 --> 00:29:42,600
I'd appreciate you keeping it that way.

542
00:29:42,880 --> 00:29:43,880
All right.

543
00:29:43,900 --> 00:29:46,240
Retract very gently on your side.

544
00:29:53,960 --> 00:29:54,980
Easy, easy.

545
00:30:03,630 --> 00:30:06,270
It's a matter to the Pankow's tumor. Can
you give me more blood pressure control,

546
00:30:06,390 --> 00:30:07,630
Dr. Larson? I need to get aggressive.

547
00:30:08,270 --> 00:30:10,070
Nicotipine. Fine-tuned as we go.

548
00:30:11,590 --> 00:30:13,190
Smart. I try.

549
00:30:14,090 --> 00:30:16,150
Okay. You need to time this perfectly.

550
00:30:16,610 --> 00:30:20,430
You retract very slowly on your side,
and I'll release the last editor in

551
00:30:20,430 --> 00:30:21,430
part.

552
00:30:22,370 --> 00:30:23,510
Let's pull this monster out.

553
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:39,800
Okay. Here we go.

554
00:30:51,440 --> 00:30:52,620
Pressure crashing.

555
00:30:52,820 --> 00:30:53,820
Pushing norepi.

556
00:31:03,400 --> 00:31:04,400
Come on.

557
00:31:11,540 --> 00:31:12,540
Stuck the landing.

558
00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:16,120
All right, let's put it back together.

559
00:31:20,440 --> 00:31:24,160
So everything went great. I haven't
heard that one before. Yeah, I know.

560
00:31:25,480 --> 00:31:26,720
Julie, you mind giving us a room?

561
00:31:32,800 --> 00:31:36,960
Look, man, I know today's been a
terrible day and you have every right to

562
00:31:36,960 --> 00:31:40,410
be upset, but... The good news is we
know you don't have something that's

563
00:31:40,410 --> 00:31:42,030
going to put you back in the hospital a
year from now.

564
00:31:42,450 --> 00:31:43,870
How can you be sure of that?

565
00:31:45,110 --> 00:31:46,650
Because the problem was surgeon error.

566
00:31:49,210 --> 00:31:52,810
The valve that Swanson put in was placed
incorrectly.

567
00:31:53,670 --> 00:31:56,930
Now, they should have caught that with a
post-op study, but he never ordered one.

568
00:31:56,990 --> 00:31:58,450
That's why you went into heart failure
again.

569
00:31:59,650 --> 00:32:04,570
Was he supposed to order one? I mean,
normally the surgeon would do that?

570
00:32:04,810 --> 00:32:09,010
Yes. That is protocol. So that's about
practice. I could sue, right? You can.

571
00:32:09,310 --> 00:32:11,510
And between you and me, I'd be rooting
for you.

572
00:32:11,990 --> 00:32:14,950
But do I have a case? I don't know.
Johnny, I'm not a lawyer.

573
00:32:15,310 --> 00:32:17,010
Then talk to me like a human being.

574
00:32:19,430 --> 00:32:22,510
All I can tell you is if I'm deposed, I
will tell the truth.

575
00:32:23,070 --> 00:32:25,810
You're saying he almost killed me.

576
00:32:26,830 --> 00:32:28,670
So why isn't this a slam dunk?

577
00:32:28,950 --> 00:32:31,810
The thing is, you did skip your
follow-up visits.

578
00:32:32,470 --> 00:32:34,450
And that delayed the diagnosis.

579
00:32:35,640 --> 00:32:36,680
So this is on me?

580
00:32:37,340 --> 00:32:38,720
That's what the hospital's going to
argue.

581
00:32:38,940 --> 00:32:42,940
Yeah. So he's going to get away with
this and be able to do it to other

582
00:32:42,940 --> 00:32:45,100
people. I've already talked to the chief
of surgery.

583
00:32:45,540 --> 00:32:48,100
I'm hopeful that he can have more eyes
on him from now on.

584
00:32:50,420 --> 00:32:51,440
That's supposed to be enough.

585
00:32:54,900 --> 00:32:56,660
Tell me about Johnny Parsons.

586
00:32:57,260 --> 00:32:58,300
Dr. Heller came to you.

587
00:32:58,580 --> 00:33:00,820
Radiology says you never ordered a
post-op echo.

588
00:33:01,060 --> 00:33:02,060
Is that true?

589
00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:04,040
Look.

590
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:08,580
I checked the date, and my wife had an
event that night, so I... That's the

591
00:33:08,580 --> 00:33:09,720
wrong answer, Roger.

592
00:33:10,520 --> 00:33:11,540
I get it.

593
00:33:12,080 --> 00:33:15,440
I intended to do it in the morning, but
I must have gotten slammed.

594
00:33:15,980 --> 00:33:17,020
It won't happen again.

595
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:18,740
Are you sure about that?

596
00:33:19,600 --> 00:33:20,600
Excuse me?

597
00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:25,960
Two months ago, a hotshot attorney needs
a heart procedure, and you come in on a

598
00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:27,660
Saturday and stay until midnight.

599
00:33:28,570 --> 00:33:32,670
A real estate mogul the week before,
where he gets a whole buffet of post-op

600
00:33:32,670 --> 00:33:36,770
tests and the VIP treatment, but a
delivery driver comes in a couple months

601
00:33:36,770 --> 00:33:40,950
back, and you left him to catch a flight
to the Bahamas. There were complications

602
00:33:40,950 --> 00:33:43,930
in that situation. Which you are
uninterested in resolving because of

603
00:33:43,930 --> 00:33:44,569
your vacation.

604
00:33:44,570 --> 00:33:47,890
You're cherry-picking a couple cases out
of a 23-year career.

605
00:33:48,270 --> 00:33:50,550
In my experience, where there's smoke,
there's fire.

606
00:33:51,270 --> 00:33:53,350
I don't like the way this smells, Roger.

607
00:33:54,370 --> 00:33:56,470
Yeah, okay, so what is this?

608
00:33:57,010 --> 00:34:00,950
Suspension? Because I'm not taking a
demotion. No, there's no need. You're

609
00:34:00,950 --> 00:34:01,950
fired.

610
00:34:03,770 --> 00:34:06,090
Four months severance. Leave your badge
in your locker.

611
00:34:17,590 --> 00:34:19,150
Ah, excuse me.

612
00:34:19,929 --> 00:34:20,888
Hey there.

613
00:34:20,889 --> 00:34:23,469
Good timing. I just confirmed the hotel
in Philly.

614
00:34:23,929 --> 00:34:27,830
Ben, I'm reviewing some of your data. I
don't love the trends in some of these

615
00:34:27,830 --> 00:34:30,870
bicarbs. And serum creatinine levels are
elevated.

616
00:34:31,150 --> 00:34:33,389
I think you've got a big problem here.

617
00:34:33,909 --> 00:34:38,230
Yeah, I get that, but they'll
self-resolve in two weeks. I'll send you

618
00:34:38,230 --> 00:34:41,290
the kidney numbers on the phase one
trials, and you'll see.

619
00:34:44,550 --> 00:34:46,270
You did the right thing bringing her
here.

620
00:34:46,989 --> 00:34:48,389
And trusting Dr. Grant.

621
00:34:49,030 --> 00:34:50,030
And you.

622
00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:54,080
I should have known you'd find what was
overlooked.

623
00:34:55,460 --> 00:34:59,840
I lost Bonnie once, and I was scared of
it happening again.

624
00:35:00,640 --> 00:35:04,180
Well, I appreciate that, but I get it.

625
00:35:05,320 --> 00:35:09,180
What happened to you in your accident,
the neurological issues?

626
00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:11,300
I lost eight years of my memory.

627
00:35:11,900 --> 00:35:15,340
When you came in here last year, I
didn't even know who you were.

628
00:35:15,720 --> 00:35:20,440
So it's all been an act even today? No,
I'm all caught up on the medicine.

629
00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:24,100
The memory loss doesn't affect how I do
my job.

630
00:35:24,440 --> 00:35:25,480
You sure about that?

631
00:35:26,060 --> 00:35:27,260
How did I do today?

632
00:35:28,500 --> 00:35:30,120
And the last time you were here?

633
00:35:31,500 --> 00:35:33,080
Brilliance is brilliance, I suppose.

634
00:35:34,380 --> 00:35:35,980
But you should have told me before.

635
00:35:37,060 --> 00:35:39,460
I like to think it's my business.

636
00:35:40,110 --> 00:35:43,510
If I told every patient who came through
that door what I've been struggling

637
00:35:43,510 --> 00:35:45,310
with, do you think they'd let me treat
them?

638
00:35:48,410 --> 00:35:53,410
I'm not giving up this gift I have, but
I can do with it for others.

639
00:35:55,030 --> 00:35:57,350
Well, I know what it's like to be
forsaken.

640
00:35:58,910 --> 00:36:00,410
This will stay between us.

641
00:36:11,630 --> 00:36:13,030
I hope Cece said thank you.

642
00:36:13,250 --> 00:36:14,250
She did.

643
00:36:14,490 --> 00:36:15,590
And she apologized.

644
00:36:16,090 --> 00:36:19,810
And I explained to her why I ran that
charade on her a few months ago.

645
00:36:20,590 --> 00:36:21,810
So you two are okay now?

646
00:36:22,290 --> 00:36:23,370
We were okay then.

647
00:36:25,790 --> 00:36:26,930
Conflict can be healthy.

648
00:36:27,130 --> 00:36:29,150
Even sometimes when it looks unhealthy.

649
00:36:29,930 --> 00:36:30,930
So what?

650
00:36:31,890 --> 00:36:32,890
Embrace the mess?

651
00:36:34,670 --> 00:36:35,690
I think you're learning.

652
00:36:58,640 --> 00:37:01,940
I'm sorry that I made us wait.

653
00:37:03,680 --> 00:37:07,120
I had accepted my life, and you dropped
a bomb.

654
00:37:07,580 --> 00:37:10,340
And I could only imagine how much that
must hurt.

655
00:37:11,900 --> 00:37:16,540
But I asked Dr. Shaw, you can carry the
baby.

656
00:37:19,100 --> 00:37:24,380
The child will be ours. We will do it
together, and it will be incredible.

657
00:37:28,110 --> 00:37:32,150
It's just not the vision that I had this
morning.

658
00:37:33,730 --> 00:37:35,690
It's okay if you want to be mad at me.

659
00:37:36,230 --> 00:37:37,270
I can take it.

660
00:37:40,290 --> 00:37:43,170
I don't want to be mad at you.

661
00:37:51,670 --> 00:37:57,310
How you doing?

662
00:37:58,480 --> 00:37:59,480
Long shift.

663
00:37:59,960 --> 00:38:00,980
How's Ruth doing?

664
00:38:01,300 --> 00:38:03,500
Learning by osmosis, I hope.

665
00:38:05,540 --> 00:38:07,820
Claire told me that you snapped at her.

666
00:38:08,060 --> 00:38:10,620
Well, there's a role reversal, huh?

667
00:38:12,620 --> 00:38:14,980
So, you're still freaking out?

668
00:38:15,560 --> 00:38:17,360
I think so, yeah.

669
00:38:18,220 --> 00:38:21,880
About which part? Well, pretty soon I'm
going to be waddling around trying to

670
00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:25,400
train these people with all the street
cred of someone about to go on maternity

671
00:38:25,400 --> 00:38:28,420
leave. Oh, that can be handled, Sonia.
Come on.

672
00:38:30,380 --> 00:38:36,160
I know. I... It's TJ.

673
00:38:37,560 --> 00:38:39,440
We've been together for four months.

674
00:38:39,820 --> 00:38:41,880
Do you think this is what he signed up
for?

675
00:38:42,320 --> 00:38:44,260
He won't run from his responsibilities.

676
00:38:44,820 --> 00:38:46,200
No, of course not. He's TJ.

677
00:38:47,299 --> 00:38:53,000
He'll say all the right things. He'll do
what needs to be done. But from this

678
00:38:53,000 --> 00:38:55,600
point on, I'll never know if that's what
he really wants.

679
00:38:56,320 --> 00:38:58,240
Or if it's what I really want.

680
00:39:00,180 --> 00:39:01,240
Do you love him?

681
00:39:03,780 --> 00:39:05,460
I think we were on our way.

682
00:39:06,780 --> 00:39:10,100
But now we'll never get a clean shot to
figure it out.

683
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:11,960
And...

684
00:39:12,520 --> 00:39:14,380
I don't want him to be with me out of
obligation.

685
00:39:14,920 --> 00:39:18,300
You know, look, you're right. He will
say and do all the right things. But if

686
00:39:18,300 --> 00:39:22,440
you obsess about whether or not you're
both forcing it, the relationship will

687
00:39:22,440 --> 00:39:24,940
be doomed. I know that. Trust me, I do.

688
00:39:27,620 --> 00:39:29,440
Love is a risk.

689
00:39:30,540 --> 00:39:31,540
Always.

690
00:39:32,040 --> 00:39:37,680
You can't control what life is going to
throw at you. All you can do is lean in.

691
00:39:43,020 --> 00:39:47,580
I hear you caused quite the ruckus in
surgery today and gave our general

692
00:39:47,580 --> 00:39:49,420
counsel a liability scare.

693
00:39:49,700 --> 00:39:51,500
I was just advocating for my patient.

694
00:39:51,740 --> 00:39:54,940
And why wasn't I looped in? I wanted to
come to you with a solution rather than

695
00:39:54,940 --> 00:39:56,460
a problem. You didn't come to me at all.

696
00:39:56,740 --> 00:39:58,720
I had to hear about it from Ben Grant.

697
00:39:59,240 --> 00:40:02,460
I wanted to avoid putting you into a
difficult situation. I know you and

698
00:40:02,460 --> 00:40:03,880
Swanson have a long-standing
relationship.

699
00:40:04,140 --> 00:40:08,000
So now you're suggesting that I wouldn't
have handled it objectively. No, no. Not

700
00:40:08,000 --> 00:40:11,520
for nothing. But I thought that Swanson
was a tool 20 years ago.

701
00:40:11,820 --> 00:40:12,920
I think he's a tool now.

702
00:40:13,300 --> 00:40:17,480
But he is a reasonably good doctor, and
what you did today got him fired.

703
00:40:17,980 --> 00:40:19,180
I think I can live with that.

704
00:40:19,720 --> 00:40:21,620
I'm glad your conscience feels clear.

705
00:40:21,900 --> 00:40:26,160
Dr. Grant can make whatever decision he
wants in his department, but he should

706
00:40:26,160 --> 00:40:28,260
have made it after talking to me, not to
you.

707
00:40:28,800 --> 00:40:29,820
That's the protocol.

708
00:40:30,740 --> 00:40:32,560
Understood. Won't happen again.

709
00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:38,520
I suppose you're learning how things
work when you don't have special

710
00:40:38,520 --> 00:40:39,520
privileges.

711
00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:43,380
Excuse me? Well, I get the sense you had
a very wide berth with Dr. Larson

712
00:40:43,380 --> 00:40:45,620
because of your romantic relationship.

713
00:40:46,320 --> 00:40:47,680
So that's what this is about?

714
00:40:48,500 --> 00:40:51,840
It's a question of character, Dr.
Heller. Character informs judgment.

715
00:40:52,360 --> 00:40:57,080
And from what I've seen, yours is
severely lacking across the board.

716
00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:06,380
There you are.

717
00:41:07,050 --> 00:41:11,050
Hey, we really can't be late. It took me
forever to get us reservations to this

718
00:41:11,050 --> 00:41:12,390
restaurant. I'm pregnant.

719
00:41:15,170 --> 00:41:16,450
About seven weeks.

720
00:41:18,650 --> 00:41:19,650
Okay.

721
00:41:21,990 --> 00:41:22,990
Wow.

722
00:41:23,870 --> 00:41:28,790
Wow. That is... I only found out
yesterday.

723
00:41:30,790 --> 00:41:33,530
And you already did the ultrasound?

724
00:41:34,390 --> 00:41:35,430
This morning.

725
00:41:39,850 --> 00:41:41,410
I'm keeping it, TJ.

726
00:41:41,830 --> 00:41:43,250
Right, right, right, for sure.

727
00:41:44,110 --> 00:41:48,170
We can handle it. You don't have to say
that. Whatever you're thinking, if

728
00:41:48,170 --> 00:41:50,390
you're freaking out, it's fine. I'm not,
I'm not.

729
00:41:51,410 --> 00:41:52,410
Okay?

730
00:41:52,970 --> 00:41:53,970
This is beautiful.

731
00:41:55,990 --> 00:41:57,190
And I'm going to take care of you.

732
00:41:58,890 --> 00:42:00,770
No matter what, you don't have to worry.

733
00:42:05,750 --> 00:42:06,750
Okay, I won't.

734
00:42:13,840 --> 00:42:14,840
We can do this.

735
00:42:20,220 --> 00:42:21,220
Hey.

736
00:42:21,900 --> 00:42:22,900
Hey.

737
00:42:23,860 --> 00:42:24,860
Bunny's doing well.

738
00:42:25,200 --> 00:42:26,440
I hope we got it all.

739
00:42:27,140 --> 00:42:30,580
Sorry to start the day going toe-to-toe
like that and for not giving you the

740
00:42:30,580 --> 00:42:32,180
benefit of the doubt when things went
wrong.

741
00:42:33,580 --> 00:42:36,500
I think maybe we're both used to being
the smartest person in the room.

742
00:42:36,860 --> 00:42:37,860
Oh, for sure.

743
00:42:39,340 --> 00:42:42,440
Anyway, you'll have a couple days with
me out of your hair. I'm headed to New

744
00:42:42,440 --> 00:42:45,800
York tomorrow to... Checking on my
clinical trial. I heard it's being

745
00:42:45,800 --> 00:42:46,738
transferred here.

746
00:42:46,740 --> 00:42:48,120
Yeah, that's what I'm organizing now.

747
00:42:48,880 --> 00:42:51,160
Is that the trial that I consulted on?

748
00:42:51,900 --> 00:42:52,900
It is.

749
00:42:53,180 --> 00:42:56,720
And I'm happy to have you wander down to
us whenever we get it up and running.

750
00:42:57,820 --> 00:43:00,380
I don't love the trends in some of these
bicarbs.

751
00:43:02,080 --> 00:43:03,080
Look forward to it.

752
00:43:04,820 --> 00:43:05,820
Good.

